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[24 Oct 2004|02:21pm]
new journal . . .


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[07 Sep 2004|12:30am]
[ mood | loved ]

my eyes burn and these misquito bites are taking over my life. i can't excape the damn bugs.

today i made time and a half for eight hours of work. so i'm stoked. i made like 90 dollars in one day. yes that's a lot for me. hah.

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[31 Aug 2004|06:29pm]

i cut my hair, i was bored.
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[31 Aug 2004|01:18pm]
last night was great. brie', angel and i went to channing's. so much fun. i didn't sleep until about 6 this morning. but whatever, i'm alive.

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[29 Aug 2004|10:13pm]
i need to find a new job, bad. gap is evil. angel and i might be getting jobs at trader joes. she knows the manager and we'll be starting off at like 12 dollars. that would be so awesome.

i'm bored.
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[27 Aug 2004|11:07pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Come on, oh my star is fading.
And I see no chance of release.
I know I'm dead on the surface.
But I'm screaming underneath.

I bought an amazing book today. Everybody should read some of Rumi's poetry. It's beautiful. And I love this song, I think I'll be okay.

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[24 Aug 2004|10:34pm]
i love driving. well not really. but i love the fact that i have some sort of freedom.

school is boring. work is boring. but atleast i'm happy.
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[19 Aug 2004|04:16pm]
[ mood | excited ]

i got my license ! ! !

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[18 Aug 2004|09:16pm]
i hate your left hand.
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[16 Aug 2004|09:24pm]

take the emo quiz
.created by jessi

i like charlie brown.

school was shitty. but i got new classes. and i don't go to school tuesday and thursday which is nice. going to see harry potter with jesse.
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updating like 23094 times a day is great. [15 Aug 2004|09:05pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

i miss my sister.

she can fly.

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[15 Aug 2004|05:38pm]
i hate waiting. i'm waiting for my mom to make dinner so we can go to target. or maybe angel will call me back. and waiting for like 5 million other people to call me back. it's not that hard to answer when i call. i love being avoided.

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[15 Aug 2004|12:17pm]
[ mood | disappointed ]

i almost feel better. except that my throat feels like it's on fire. i talked to my sister yesterday and this morning. she's coming home next saturday. then sunday she has to get ready to start school again. she's going to be a senior. weeee.

so school starts for me tomorrow. and yes i will be taking the bus. how cool am i?

just because you have control doesn't make your decisions right.

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[14 Aug 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | irritated ]

you'd think i'd be numb to you hurting me. well i'm not. but oh well.

so i've been really sick the past few days. my fever was up to 103 last night. and i just fell down the stairs. hah. i hate this. brooke and i still need to finish off that bottle. i love her. it's nice to have someone to talk to finally.

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[13 Aug 2004|12:38pm]
stop being so mean to me. i didn't do anything to deserve this. i am sick of crying.
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[13 Aug 2004|12:33am]
[ mood | confused ]

so i'm home early. plans fell through but still had a fun time driving around with brooke and holly. tomorrow we're going shopping then drinking the bottle of jager we bought tonight. hah.

i love feeling invisible. thanks.

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[12 Aug 2004|07:38pm]
[ mood | content ]

my mom went to the store today to buy milk this morning. she brought the bags inside and was on her way out to work. within a few minutes someone stole her purse out of the car. it was at like 7 in the morning. that makes me so mad. we have this stupid creek down the street where all the little ghetto kids go to smoke and drink. and they are always around. i wish they would just die.

i hate that the only thing that makes me happy are new clothes. tonight brooke, jenna and i are going to hard rock. i feel better today.

if i think about this anymore i'm going to go INSANE.

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[12 Aug 2004|12:35am]
[ mood | disappointed ]

Something’s very wrong here.
Your heart has frozen over,
and something’s very strange here.
You've lost all desire.

The comfort we create to prove we're something,
but we're starving,
screaming in the night 'cause you want answers
from the one.

And there is hope again.

Don't give up you're not thinking.
Don't give up just keep seeking.
And I, I am for you.
And I, I will love you.
And I, I am for you.
And I, I will save you.

Come and take my face or forever I will walk alone.
And all the same mistakes.
'Cause I know you, I deny you.
Days go by and choices still remain forever,
right and wrong is black and white.
The illusions of this world.

I send myself to you.
Yes always and always,
I send my love to you.

You found today, found today, you found today, saw today.

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[11 Aug 2004|09:34pm]
i hate this.
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confused. [11 Aug 2004|12:09am]
I'm gonna try and make you laugh. And if I can't, if it just hurts too bad, then we will wait for it to pass and I will keep you company through those days so long and black. And we'll just keep working on the problem we know we'll never solve of love's uneven remainders, our lives are fractions of a whole. But if the world could remain in a frame like a painting on a wall. Then I think we would see the beauty.

will it ever change?
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